Alpha Osiris by Naomi D

Chapter 7

Lily’s pov

Noah and I have been dating for a few weeks now. I really don’t like his friends that much, so I am staying with my friends during lunch and we try to meet up after school. I haven’t brought him home yet, I am not sure what my parents will think. It’s not against the rules to date, but I have never had a boyfriend before. Well, I think Noah is my boyfriend. We haven’t really had a talk about it yet. He has been patient with me, but I really thinks he wants to take the next step with me. I really like Noah, I do. But I am not ready for sex. I have been a bit distanced from Angelina after she said Noah was a player. She tried to talk to me a bunch of times, so I spend as little time as possible at home. I was either with Noah or ate dinner at Sasha’s or Aubree’s house.

Tonight Noah’s parents are away, so I am going to have dinner at his place. I wore a dress for the occasion, Noah said he liked seeing me in a dress the other day. I wore my hair in a braided bun and I applied some light make-up.

When I walked to the door to leave I could see Alpha Osiris being greeted by my father. Perfect timing for me to eat somewhere else, I thought. Alpha Osiris was so rude last time he was here. Alpha Osiris looked at me up and down and smiled, I don’t think I’ve ever seen him smile. It was a great smile, but I still remembered what he said last time.

“Alpha Osiris, my apologies but I am leaving right now.”

Alpha Osiris looked at me “Hi Lily” he said my name with the softest voice and then turned to my father and continued the conversation in his normal voice.

I guess he didn’t want to insult me again in front of my father, he was probably here to make a deal. I gave my father a kiss on the cheek and I went to Noah’s house. As soon as I entered Noah’s house I saw the candlelight, there were candles everywhere and a freshly cooked meal on the table. We ate and Noah talked about sparring, his friends and about turning 18 in a few weeks. My birthday was in early fall, so it would still be another six months until I could meet my wolf.

After dinner Noah took my hands and brought me to his bedroom. The bedroom was filled with candles and flower peddles all over the floor.

“I wanted to make this special for you,” Noah said and I smiled at him. novelbin

He had gone through all this for me, how could I tell him no now. Noah started to kiss me and I kissed him back with passion, trying to ignore my feelings. Why did I hesitate with Noah, he was perfect for me? He was kind and he made me feel special. We didn’t have much in common, but opposites attract right? Noah took me to the bed and started to kiss me on my neck, Sasha had been right. Near my marking area was really sensitive and I moaned softly. Noah continued, taking off my dress and leaving me on the bed in nothing but my bra and underwear. He looked at me with desire and started kissing me again, his hands moving to my bra as he removed it. His hand went to my breasts and he squeezed it hard.

“They’re so big,” Noah said and his hands were moving even lower now.

He stopped to undress himself and stood in front of me. I had never seen a man naked, I was a bit shy to look. But Noah stood there with confidence and grabbed my hand. He brought my hand to his growing erection and showed me how to move up and down. While I touched Noah, he kissed me on the lips and moved his hands down my underwear. Slowly he began touching me, going faster and faster. He entered one finger and then another and moved them up and down. Almost everything Noah was doing felt nice, a bit rough sometimes. But for some reason I couldn’t get into the moment, my mind kept wondering off and doubt started to enter my thoughts.

Noah’s hands left my underwear and he pulled it down. I was now lying naked on the bed, Noah put on a condom and he placed himself on top of me.

“This might hurt a little”, Noah said as he positioned himself closer to my core. I could feel him pushing against me,

“I don’t think I want this,” I said. Noah didn’t seem to hear me.

“Stop,” I said again.

Noah looked at me with longing in his eyes “you’re just nervous, once we get started you’ll be fine. I promise.”

I could feel length pressing against me once again.

“No I said stop,” and I pushed Noah off.

Noah seemed shocked and a bit annoyed “I am sorry Lily, I was so in the moment. We can try another time when you’re ready.”

I got dressed and kissed Noah “I am sorry too. I know you’ve been patient with me and you’ve made it all so special for me tonight. It just didn’t feel right.”

I got my bag and headed to the door “see you soon?” I asked.

Noah smiled “yeah see you soon.”

I walked home and quickly went to bed, not wanting to think about this night anymore. I felt embarrassed and ashamed of myself for not wanting to be with Noah. I also felt annoyed that it took three tries to get Noah to stop. I hoped things wouldn’t be awkward between us now. If Noah really liked me he wouldn’t mind waiting a bit longer right?