Bleeding obsession

30) Can't expect anything!

Authors pov

Sarah quickly took the envelope from Ace.

"Thanks..."

She said keeping it in her purse. She didn't wanted to tell Ace about it.

They were having breakfast when Xavier came down. He didn't even glanced at her and walked out of

the mansion with hard expressions on his face. He was still in his gym clothes.

"Don't know why his mood is so sour today..."

Ace said shaking his head.

"He is taking his anger out through excercise... I just hope no one fuck up today..."

Sarah saw him going out and got the hint that she might be the reason behind his mood. He wasn't in

the bed when she woke up. It made her heart sink, she didn't wanted to cause any discomfort to

anyone.

"Ace can I ask you something?"

She asked and Ace hummed in response.

"Why Xavier killed that old man and not Damian... I mean they both are enemies right?... And both tried

to kidnap me..."

She questioned confused.

"You mean John... Sarah John was a motherfucker and the worst man you will ever find. You must be

aware of that by now. He didn't wanted to kidnap you, he was there to kill you, to take revenge on

Xavier. Xavier was behind him a long time for now."

He explained.

"But I don't know why he killed him so brutally. Like he tried to take away his precious thing..."

Ace said confused.

"And about Damian?..."

She questioned curiously.

"Damian isn't really our enemy. He actually saved you. Thankfully he got the news about John's plan

and came to the rescue but yeah that fucker has his own motive behind it. He gave John to the Xavier

and demanded the weapons for giving you back..."

Ace answered.

Sarah raised her eyebrows.

"And Xavier did?..."

Ace sighed.

"Yeah, he did... I don't know why but he did."

"Why Damian is not our enemy. I mean he treated me good, he didn't harassed me the way I

expected... He even saved me from getting slapped."

She asked confused.

"Because Xavier and Damian has made a pact... Their families were enemies and they have lost their

family members because of their fathers rivalries. So when they both came in the power they made a

pact that no family member will be killed in this rivalry, it will be only limited to themselves and not

family members. So, he basically won't hurt you and won't let anyone hurt you in front of him because

you are Xavier's wife..."

He explained and she remembered when he said that he would have locked her the basement if she

weren't Xavier's wife.

"You can go to Damian if no one else is there to save you. He will always help you even if he doesn't

want to..."

"Ohh... I was lucky then"

She said with small smile.

"Yeah... You were."

He smiled.

"Here is the key of your new car and guards will be dropping and picking you up..."

Sarah bid him goodbye and walked out to leave for the work. She stopped when she saw Xavier doing

jogging in the garden.

'should I talk to him... Should I thank or apologize for my behavior. He saved me at least I can say

thank you...'

She thought.

She hesitantly walked towards him.

"Xavier"

She called him but he completely ignored her and walked passed by her.

Sarah stood there confused by his behavior.

"What's wrong with him. It's already so awkward to talk after last night and he is giving me this kind of

attitude. I can never understand this man..."

She sighed and left.

Sarah was working but her mind was thinking about last night. She could still feel his hands on her

body, his touches, his tongue and kisses everything felt so blissful that she has started craving for it.

"Sarah?..."

She snapped out of her thoughts when William called her.

"Yes, I am sorry... I was thinking about something else. How are you feeling now"

She asked.

William forced a smile.

"Better... I am sorry I shouldn't have left you alone. It's all my fault..."

He apologized sincerely.

She shook her head.

"No, it's not your fault... I am happy that you were not there. God knows what would have happened..."

She got terrified just by the thought.

"You should take rest... Why you are on work..."

"I am perfectly fine... These are the papers of your new apartment, everything is done just need your

sign... Please read before signing..."

He said giving her envelope.

"Fine I'll do it... Thank you..." novelbin

After finishing her work she head back home.

It was night, she got freshen up and head downstairs for dinner. She sat there alone as no one was

there.

The maid gave her food and was about to leave but Sarah stopped her.

"Where is Xavier?..."

"Ma'am he had his dinner in office..."

She replied.

"Okay..."

Sarah said and started eating her dinner.

After dinner she went to their bedroom and sat on the bed. She took her medicines and waited for

Xavier to come. She wanted to talk with him.

Xavier came out of the washroom in his night clothes and she sat straight.

"Xavier..."

She called him and he looked at her blankly.

"What?... Wasn't last night enough or you need more... I hope you understand that this is not a normal

marriage where you can demand anytime and I'll do it like a ideal husband..."

He said firmly looking at her with hard glaze.

Sarah was taken aback by his words.

'how can he think that I want that... I am not desperate. I just want to thank him but he is so arrogant...'

"Are you going to fucking talk, I don't have a time to waste..."

He spat.

She pulled her knees to her chest and shook her head.

"Nothing..."

She mumbled looking down at her lap.

Xavier rolled his eyes and walked out of the bedroom and slept in another room. He didn't wanted to

sleep beside her, he don't know if he can control himself. His attraction for her was strong and after last

night he was like a lion who has taste a warm blood and Sarah was his prey.

'May be I am wrong, he doesn't care about me. He is just like a father who only cares about his status.

Did he saved me because it won't Ruin his reputation... I don't know why I expect anything from people

When I have experience of getting disappointed on every step... I was never welcomed in someone's

life and I never will, no matter how much I try. It's too obvious that Xavier doesn't want me in his life. He

see me as a burden. Well at least he is treating me better than my own family. I was right about

divorce, I should go away from his life and start my own new life. This marriage has forced both of us

and I can't expect him to accept me or this relationship especially when he has someone in his past

whom he can't forget."

She laid down and sighed.

"I have to divorce Xavier and move on..."