Novel - Drama Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Four
After the best tour I can imagine—complete with “this is where I can do my tumbling” and “this is the dining room, but all we ever used our old dining room table for was puzzles, so I don’t think this will be any different”—Abi retreated to her room to finish organizing, and Easton led me back to the kitchen and poured me a cup of the coffee he promised.
“Thank you,” I say as he pulls a carton of half and half from the fridge. I doctor my coffee and watch
him take a big sip of his. “Abi is really sweet.”
His expression softens. “She’s pretty great, and all things considered, I think she’s taking the move
well. We were both ready for a change.”
I glance toward the stairs. “I know you’re still settling in, but why isn’t she in school?”
“When the news broke about her . . . biological father . . .” He takes a breath, as if the words hurt, but
then he shakes it away. “The kids at school were brutal, and we ended up pulling her and
homeschooling. She’ll continue homeschooling through the end of this academic year, but in the
meantime, I’m visiting Jackson Harbor schools to figure out my options. I’m happy homeschooling is an
option, but I don’t think it’s the best long-term choice for Abi.”
“You’ll find something.” I give him what I hope is an encouraging smile. “Who knows? Maybe you’ll
send her to the same public schools we went to.”
He smiles at this and stares into his coffee. I wonder if he’s remembering those days. Before college.
Before the NFL. When everything was simpler in his life and mine. “I owe you a huge apology, Shay,”
he says, lifting his eyes to meet mine.
I put my coffee down. Right, the whole reason I came over. “I’m pretty sure you have that backward.”
“I had no right to interfere in your relationship with George. I know it doesn’t excuse anything, but I
couldn’t stand the idea of you being with someone who doesn’t treat you right. For what it’s worth, I
believed I was doing the right thing.”
“I shouldn’t have lost my temper that day outside the library. You had every right to be concerned.”
“I deserved everything you said to me. I never meant to make you feel like I don’t think you’re capable
of making decisions for yourself.” He draws in a deep breath and hesitates for so long I get the
impression that the next part is hard for him. “I have to accept that there’s nothing about you being with
someone else that will ever sit right with me, but that doesn’t mean I have the right to judge your
relationship. You know yourself. You know what’s right for you.”
I don’t know why I told him George and I were seeing other people. I didn’t want him knowing the truth,
but I could’ve just said we’d broken up. I think, at least in part, I was trying to keep some distance
between us, but I’m pretty sure that ship sailed the minute I unbuttoned his pants in Jake’s office.
“George and I aren’t together.”
He straightens. “You’re not? Since when?”
“Since before you and I . . .” I make a circular motion with my hand. “And you were right. About George.
Sort of, at least.”
“What does that mean?”
I blow out a breath. “He wasn’t cheating on me with someone else. He was cheating on someone else
with me.” My eyes burn, and anger pulses through me at the reminder. That lying sonofabitch. “He’s
married.”
Easton blinks. “You’re kidding.”
“I wish I were.” My eyes prick with tears. I’m not heartbroken, but my pride is so battered it has a limp.
“After we broke up, I decided I wanted to find out who Buttercup was, and . . .” I shrug helplessly. “I
guess I know now.”
“What a fucking asshole. Jesus, Shay, I’m so sorry.” His eyes are full of anger, but he shakes his head
like he’s trying to keep his emotions in check. “If it helps, I take no joy in being right about this.”
The sincerity in his voice makes the tears spill over. “I feel like a fool.”
He puts down his coffee, cups my face in both of his hands, and wipes away my tears. “It kills me to
see you cry. To know he had your heart to break. He didn’t deserve you.”
“I wasn’t in love with him. I’m embarrassed and my life is a little confusing right now, but my heart isn’t
broken.” Not like it was when you walked away from me. “You know what hurts the most?”
He shakes his head. “What?”
“He made me the other woman. I never got the choice, but that’s what I was, and now I need to tell his
wife the truth. She deserves to know.”
Something flashes across his face. Pain. Regret. I know he’s thinking of the night of Dad’s funeral. I
haven’t stopped thinking about that night since I followed George home. I felt like Easton cracked my
entire foundation with what he said that night.
“I know what you’re thinking,” he says. “But it’s not the same. Your situation is different.”
“His wife still deserves to know.”
“Of course,” he says. “You do what you think is best.”
I step away from his touch and pull in a long breath. “I’m sorry I lied to you about George and I seeing
other people. I was too much of a coward to admit the truth.”
He flashes me that crooked smile and takes a step closer. “Does that mean you’ll give me a chance?”
If only it were that simple. I bite my bottom lip and study his beautiful face—the blue-green eyes, the
hard lines of his jaw, the faint stubble he hasn’t shaved away today. I have no business pursuing a
relationship with anyone until I figure out what’s next for me, whether that’s in Jackson Harbor or
somewhere else entirely. “I think we should only be allowed to touch when we’re in Paris. I tend to lose
my mind when we do it stateside.” novelbin
Hurt flashes in his eyes. “Shayleigh, what happened in Chicago—”
I put my fingers to his mouth before he can say more. “Don’t say it was a mistake.”
Gently, he takes my hand from his mouth and squeezes my fingers in his. “The only mistake I’ve ever
made with you was not trying harder to choose you and my daughter both.”
I melt. “You’re not making this no-touching thing easy, East.”
“I have no intentions of making it easy for you.”
“I just broke up with a married man, I’m about to defend my dissertation, and I have to decide where I
want to live next year—assuming I even get a job. You and me? We can’t happen right now. I’ll be your
friend, though.”
He searches my face, and the tenderness in his eyes makes me want to yank him to my side of the line
I just drew in the sand. “I’ll take it.”
Shay
September 22nd, seven years ago
“How’s Dad today?” I ask in a whisper, quietly shutting the door behind me.
Mom bows her head. It’s brief, but the quick movement speaks volumes. She’s steeling herself to share
bad news. “He wants to talk to you.”
I put my purse on the foyer table. “He’s awake?”
“Yes. Go on in.”
But I don’t want to. I already know. I can hear it in her voice.
The grief isn’t new. We’ve all been grieving on and off for four years as we rode this roller-coaster
cancer buckled us into without our permission. But what I hear today is different. A resignation. A . . .
lack of hope.
My throat clogs with a sob and my eyes burn, but I lift my chin, swallow back my tears, and pull back
my shoulders. I can’t fix this, but I can be strong for them both. It’s the only thing I have to offer.
Death has a smell, the scent of decay and rot, and it’s shoved up my nose when I step into my parents’
bedroom. Dad’s hospital bed is raised so he’s sitting up, and his frail hands are wrapped around a cup
of water.
“Hi, Daddy.”
His hands shake as he sets the water on the bedside table. “Shayleigh.” Even his voice is weak. This
disease has stolen everything from him—his career, his strength, his pride. But not his family. Fuck
cancer. Never us. “Come here.”
I ask it for myself. Because I need a few more breaths in a world where no one has confirmed what I’ve
suspected for weeks now—that there’s no fighting this, that treatments will only make him sicker, and
that it’s time to let go.
“Not terrible,” he says.
I laugh for his benefit. “You liar.”
I nod. Because I know. Because I’m hoping he won’t make me hear the words if I can just show him
that I get it. I know what comes next, and my chest aches until it’s an effort to breathe through it.
“I want you to know that I would suffer for years if it meant I’d win this fight. I’d do it for you kids. If I had
any chance of winning, I’d do it just so I could come to your wedding and walk you down the aisle. I’d
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Tears rolls down my cheeks. I try to be unshakable, to be strong for him, but I can’t. “I don’t want you to
hurt,” I whisper. “Don’t worry about me.”
My chest shakes, and I draw in one ragged breath, then another. A tear plops onto the back of my
hand, and Dad rubs it away with a trembling thumb.
“I hope you know how proud I am of you.”
“I do. I know.”
“I know you have more to worry about than boys and falling in love, but since I’m not going to be here, I
want you to promise me you’ll protect your heart. Don’t give it to anyone who will be careless with it.
Don’t settle for anyone who doesn’t make your soul sing.”
“Dad . . .” I shake my head. This isn’t fair, but we’ve had years we didn’t think we’d get, and I know it’s
time. “I love you.”
He pats the back of my hand. “I love you too, sweet girl. To the moon and back.”
Another sob rips from my chest, and I sink to my knees beside his bed, letting my daddy stroke my hair
with those frail hands that used to be so strong. Letting him comfort me through my tears one last time.