UNBREAKABLE BOND

Chapter 11: Chris Donovan vs. Shane Lewis~ There's no love like the first… Dilemma!

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He was supposed to be furious at Chris but what Shane was feeling at that particular moment, was

very far from anger and it worried him immensely. Being that close to his childhood sweetheart was

bringing up emotions and feelings that Shane didn’t know he still had. Unfortunately, and against

Shane’s will, those feelings seemed to rather increase by the minute. He couldn’t help but watch Chris

whenever Chris was looking away from him.

Shane had watched the way Chris walked, sipped his drink, tilted his head sometimes, ran his fingers

through his close-cropped hair…every little movement reminded Shane of the Chris he’d known and

loved. What scared Shane most was the sudden stab of desire that flashed through him and left him

aching when he saw Chris lick his lips at a point. Maybe it was the alcohol or even the rains but the

feelings running inside Shane were all jumbled up…in a sweet and disturbing way.

Shane didn’t plan on making a fool of himself twice in a row. First, by breaking down in Chris’ arms, and

secondly by possibly throwing himself at Chris. Hell no…that wouldn’t do at all. Shane knew what he

had to do. He had to ask Chris to leave. After all, the rains had diminished to showers so…

Chris didn’t open the new bottle of cognac that Shane had brought to the table. He’d rather chosen to

watch Shane as he spoke on the phone. When Shane stuck his hands into his pocket after the call and

simply stood quietly by the window, Chris knew the man was miles away. It could be that Shane was

thinking about the call he’d just had, Chris thought. But he knew in his gut that the call wasn’t the

reason the man was lost in thought.

After watching Shane for a while, Chris got to his feet and started to walk to where Shane stood. He

really couldn’t stand the silence anymore. Yes, he’d told himself he wasn’t going to pressure Shane into

talking to him but this was an opportunity that might not present itself again. When Chris got to Shane,

he stood behind him but made sure he wasn’t touching him.

“Shane?” Chris croaked and winced at his scratchy voice. Shane neither responded nor turned around

to face him. Chris cleared his throat and tried again. “Shane, can you ever find it in your heart to forgive

me for what I did?” Chris whispered.

Shane had tensed up when he felt Chris’ presence behind him. At Chris’ whispered words a shiver

went through Shane, sizzling along his spine so pleasurably his eyes fluttered shut. He couldn’t bring

himself to talk. It definitely must be the alcohol, Shane thought desperately. Or was it the presence of

Chris behind him…his whispered words…

“Please Shane, talk to me.” Chris pleaded softly. “There’s no excuse for what I did I know. But can you

please forgive me? I need your forgiveness please.”

Shane felt Chris’ breath on the back of his ear and almost moaned. ‘Oh shit.’ Shane groaned silently.

His pants were becoming painfully constricted…scarily tight. He was getting aroused…and fast. Shane

couldn’t believe what was happening to him. He scolded himself inwardly for his lack of control. The

guy hadn’t even touched him for goodness sake. And as far as Shane was concerned, he wasn’t a

sexual person. Who would be if their very first sexual experience went the way his had? To be on cloud

nine one minute and in severe pain, the next.

It definitely hadn’t been only Chris who had enjoyed their first and only encounter. Shane had enjoyed it

even more. He would never forget the feel of Chris in his mouth and Chris’ erotic moans. That alone

had been enough to send Shane over the edge. He’d creamed his pants just as Chris had started

shooting into his mouth. And he’d still been in that post-orgasmic phase when the blows had started.

So yes, although he was a very healthy and normal hot-blooded young man, it must be

understandable, if he hardly had the urge to do anything sexual with anyone.

Shane, therefore, didn’t understand why he would have a raging hard-on from the mere feel of Chris’

presence behind him. Shane couldn’t help but feel it was his ultimate humiliation. When he felt Chris’

hand touch his shoulder, Shane had to bite his lip to hold in his moan. No, no, no, what was happening

to him was strange…and totally wrong. He opened his eyes and noticed that the rains had stopped.

Shane let out a shaky breath.

“You have to go, Chris.” He breathed shakily, praying that Chris would simply turn around and leave,

and spare him any further humiliation because he didn’t know what he was going to do in the next few

minutes if Chris didn’t leave. “Please.” He added in a whisper.

Shane felt Chris move away from him and waited with bated breath till he heard the door shut. Then he

turned around and dashed into the bathroom but even before he could finish unzipping his pants, his

cock erupted with shots of cum. Moaning uncontrollably, Shane sank down onto the bathroom floor as

his body writhed in pleasure.

“Oh fuck!” Shane groaned. He couldn’t believe he’d actually creamed his pants like a fucking teenager.

What was Chris doing to him, Shane groaned unhappily. He felt like his life was slipping out of his

fingers and there was nothing he could do about it. He had to man up for fuck’s sake, Shane thought

fiercely as he pulled off his pants. It felt like Chris had a hold on him and that was fucking up Shane’s novelbin

mind. Hell, the man didn’t even need to make any effort.

There had been nothing sexual in Chris’ actions that evening. He’d been merely asking for forgiveness

for fuck’s sake. How the fuck had that translated into Shane getting aroused? He had to take back

control of his emotions. He had to prove to himself that Chris couldn’t rule his will. He had to make sure

Chris never affected him in that way again. He had to make sure he was never alone with Chris.

“Shit!” Shane growled, feeling even more frustrated.

Then a thought occurred to Shane. The only way he could really be sure that he wasn’t sexually

affected by Chris was to be able to successfully control his hormones whilst in the presence of Chris.

Staying away from Chris wouldn’t solve the problem. Shane had felt it…felt its intensity, and knew that

staying out of Chris’ way was only postponing the problem. Why not work on himself and take control of

his emotions? Shane made up his mind there and then… He was going to invite Chris in every day he

saw him at his gate. What better way to ensure immunity to Chris’ sexual hold than to be around him?

Little did he know...