Under a Starless Sky

Chapter 6

“They say you’re supposed to see forever. Given the right questions, I can see precisely ten light years

in any direction. My Sphere of Influence has a radius of ten light years. I could see things, I could push

things, I could bring things, and I could travel,” Shen said.

This required explanation. Psychic spying, otherwise known as remote viewing. With the right handler,

a person could theoretically see all of eternity, all of space/time from cradle to grave. One could see

microscopically or macroscopically. One was only limited by imagination and perspective. He could

move things telekinetically. He could push objects, sending them from one place to another. Bringing

an object to him was easier. They’re referred to apports. Is magic was usually small things, like if he

was hungry manifesting an apple out of an empty bag. Traveling, the ability to visit other realities by

creating a doppelganger in a remote location. He had some limited experience teleporting, mostly

utilizing portals. His present lack of abilities bothered him. He might have thought it all a dream, or

perhaps another life, except for the fact, his present body was his body, as he was at this age.

“My name is not Shen. My name is Jon Harister, and I am the Captain of the Galactic Confederation

Space Ship, My Enterprise.”

This meant nothing to them. There was no way for him to explain it. They thought he was insane. He

heard his own words and thought “I’m insane.” There was one star in their entire Universe, their sun.

There was no other lights in the sky. There was no moon. His ability to see was presently limited to the

village, and he didn’t know why. He could see everything within the village, if he focused hard enough.

Most the time he was experiencing too much many emotions to focus. He was not able to push stuff,

retrieve stuff, or in any other apparent way affect anything or any person, with two exception. Before

this moment, he had been reasonably sure he was affecting Lanore’s emotions. He was definitely sure

he was affecting Tama, but clearly not in the same way he affected their mother. He was also not sure

how he was affecting her.

“You remember a past life?” Lanore asked.

“No, not a past life. I wasn’t reborn,” Shen said.

“I was there. I saw you born,” Tell said.

“No. Yes,” Shen said. He couldn’t argue that, as he remembered being born. He remembered being in

the womb, though he had found no way to measure time. If he counted heartbeats, he fell into a trance.

Or fell asleep. “You saw me born, but this isn’t a new body. This is my body. This is what I looked like

when I was four. This is the exact same body, minus broken limbs and scars.”

“You had scars as a baby?” Lanore and Tell asked.

“Well, not at birth, but…” Shen’s hands shook. He remembered his whole other life with a clarity he had

never previously held. His eyes watered. He forced himself to breathe. Lanore also began to cry.

“What is this?” Lanore asked.

“I don’t understand,” Shen said. “I have all the memories but no emotional control…”

“You are only four,” Tell said.

Shen nodded. That made sense. He had yet built up enough brain mass to control the emotional fall

out of his memories. Could that be the explanation for it all? He simply lacked the brain mass and

circuitry to perform as he had before? It didn’t bother him that he had his memories without the brain,

as this still fell into his metaphysical paradigm where memories not limited to or even localized in the

brain. It didn’t stop him from considering if perhaps his perceived access to his past memories was an

expression of remote viewing. “Yes. I should have realized that. Candace and G’Ma are right. I am

stupid…”

“You are four,” Tell said again.

“I am going to be different,” Shen said. “I am going to lose everything I had and knew. I don’t want to

forget.”

“Why would you forget?” Lanore asked.

“If it’s as you speculate, the more I develop, the more I lay down new neurons and open to neural

circuitry. A different brain map will lead to different outcomes,” Shen said.

They didn’t understand him. He went to the desk and took up a pencil and tried to illustrate anatomy.

He was instantly frustrate with an inability to draw a simple brain. He threw the pencil and wadded up

the paper.

“Fuck!” Shen said.

“Men can’t draw,” Lanore said. “They can’t write.”

“If that were even remotely true, you wouldn’t block me from learning your alphabet,” Shen said.

“That sounds valid,” Tell said.

“Whose side are you on?” Lanore asked.

“There’s not a side. It’s not men against women. We’re all in this life together,” Shen said.

“Men and women are different…”

“Yes,” Shen agreed. “There physiological differences. There can be psychological differences. There

are definitely social differences…”

Lanore blocked him with a hand. “How far away do I have to send you before you can’t affect my

emotions?”

“I don’t know. There may not be a distance. You carried me for a moment,” Shen said. “I will try and

work on bringing my emotional state into balance, if you will help me. I want access to paper, pen, and

reading material. I would like to write my own book.”

Both Lanore and Tell laughed. Shen’s face blushed red.

“I am doing you a favor by keeping you away from books,” Lanore said. “At five you join the men. You

will no longer be allowed in my home. If they saw you with a book, they would likely beat you.”

“I want an exemption,” Shen said. “I don’t want to go stay with the men.”

“You must learn men stuff from the men. They will teach you to fight. You will learn to hunt for meat or

stone, collect water from the river.”

“I will not hunt,” Shen said.

“You will hunt, or you will fight, or you will die,” Lanore said.

“Then I will die,” Shen accepted.

“Shen, this is an unreasonable position,” Tell said.

“Don’t try and reason with a four year old,” Lanore said.

“You should not dismiss four year olds, male or female,” Shen said. “Cause here’s the thing. I don’t

know or understand how I am linked to you. You are affected. Hell, Tama is affected. You may be old

enough to get over my absence. Just another gone ghost. Tama might not get over that.”

“Are you threatening us?” Lanore asked.

“No, L’Ma,” Shen said. “You’re a Seer. I am asking you to view me and the complexity of this situation

from another perspective. Use Tell’s balloon, if you can’t do it with Heart.”

“Balloon?” Tell asked.

Shen described it.

“How do you know about that?” Lanore asked.

“I remember everything,” Shen said. He told them how Tell led Lanore and party out to see the balloon.

It was a very crude basket, from Shen’s perspective. It was amazing it was flight worthy at all, but with

Tell’s heat magic, he supposed if you pumped enough hot air into anything, you could fly it. The

envelope was even crude, more of an upside down beaker shape. He added more detail, recounting

how a boy of about six picked up a stick to whack at bushes as they walked and was severely beaten

for having picked up a stick. Men were severely punished for using sticks in any manner that

resembled a female using a staff. They were allowed to carry pole bundles with water pots attached to

go fetch water from the river. They were allowed to carry pole bundles that had bags of fruits or

potatoes or rocks. That was it.

Lanore got up from her pillow and walked to the door. She removed her staff and opened it.

“From today forwards, you will not sleep in my house,” Lanore said. “You will not enter my home, or my

study. You will sleep with the men.”

“I will not,” Shen said.

“You tell me what you won’t do again, and I will beat you,” Lanore said. “This is my village. You are

mine, not just by blood, but because I am responsible for your wellbeing.”

“Then beat me. Kill me if you like, I will not sleep in the barracks,” Shen said.

Lanore grip on her staff tightened severely. It glowed. Tell stood up. Lanore raised her staff slightly, and

then tapped it on the ground twice, grounding it, allowing the energy to return to Earth. Tears fells.

“G’Ma is right, I have failed you. I favored you too much, tolerating your refusal to eat meat, protecting

you from the other children,” Lanore said. “Don’t sleep in the barracks. Go chase glow beetles for all I

care. If you leave the protection of my Light, don’t come back.”

Shen bowed. He left Lanore’s home.novelbin