We Have a Secret That No One Must Know

Chapter 6 Noah

It was now Sunday morning. I turned over in my bed to check the time. It was 10 o'clock. I threw my

feet over the bed getting ready to get up, but before I did the events from last night came flashing into

my head.

I felt the blood starting to rush into my groin as I thought about the amazing night that me and my

beautiful daughter had together.

Tasting her amazing pussy and then sliding my cock inside of it. Feeling her tightness squeeze around

me as I had took her virginity.

I felt proud and honored to be my little girls first time. Knowing that I'm someone that she can definitely

trust and love. What better person to lose it to than her own father.

I got up from my bed and went into the en-suite bathroom. I brushed my teeth and took a shower. Once

I finished I went downstairs to start making breakfast.

When I got downstairs I seen Jackson was already at the table. He was eating a bowl of cereal.

"Hey! I was gonna make breakfast for us all." I said jokingly.

He looked up at me and then back at his cereal, and with a full mouth he said "sorry, I didn't know"

I scrunched up my face a little as I watched him talk to me with the food only half chewed in his mouth.

"Jackson!" I said with sternness in my voice "Dont do that, you know your supposed to swallow your

food before you decide to say something"

He laughed a little at me and just went back to eating his food.

I shook my head and slightly chuckled as I walked over to the frigid.

I decided on making eggs and toast for Bella and I since Jackson had decided to make himself food

already. So there was no need to make a big breakfast.

As I was cooking the eggs Jackson got up to wash his bowl. He glanced over at me making the eggs. I

looked at him knowing exactly what he wanted.

"No!" I said

"What! Why are you just saying no so randomly like that" he said back with shock.

"Because Jackson, I know what you want. You want some eggs and toast. You're not getting any, you

decided to make cereal for breakfast instead of waiting for you're dear old dad to get up and make

breakfast." I said with fake hurt in my voice and chuckling towards the end.

I turned off the heat and went to go get four slices of bread to put into the toaster. When I turned back

around I seen Jackson looking at me with disbelief.

"Dad are you serious.... I...WAS...HUNNGRYYY" he said while dragging out each word.

I just laughed at him while I put the toast into the toaster.

I grabbed two plates out of the cabinet and placed them down on the counter, then I proceeded to get

forks for me and Bella. Once I had the forks on the plate I started to pour an even amount of eggs onto

both plates.

"Jackson" I said after pouring the eggs onto the plates. "If you want eggs, just make some" I said in a

duh tone.

He gave me an annoyed look "but dad I don't feel like making any, especially when you already have

some made!"

He pointed between the two plates and I just gave him an 'I Don't Care' look.

The toast popped out of the toaster and I went to put two on both plates.

"Son... if you really wanted eggs then you'd make your own" I said with a little annoyance. This

conversation was getting old and I no longer wanted it to continue it.

I grabbed two cups and poured orange juice into both of them. I took a tray out of the cabinet below

and put both plates and cups onto the tray.

"I'm going upstairs to give your sister her breakfast, if you would like to make yourself some eggs son,

then you are more than welcomed to" I said while slowly taking a bow.

He rolled his eyes as he went to go get the carton of eggs out of the fridge.

I picked up the tray and just chuckled as I heard him silently talking to himself about how I was a mean

father.

I walked upstairs to my daughters bedroom and slightly knocked on the door as I tried to balance the

tray in one hand.

I heard a quiet, "come in" and I grabbed the door knob and entered into her room.

She looked gorgeous as she sat there under her covers with her hair up in a beautiful messy bun.

Small pieces of hair cascaded over her face making her look absolutely gorgeous. I walked over to her

and placed down the tray.

"Bon appétit!" I said while presenting the food with my arms.

She giggled and pulled my arm towards her so she could lean me down to give me kiss on the lips.

"Thank you" she said in a low tone after breaking the distance between us.

I was already missing the warmth of her lips on mine, I was about to pull her back in for another one

but I decided against it as I knew how hungry she must have been.

We sat together while eating our breakfast and just talking. It felt good to talk to her. Made me feel like

we had a true father and daughter bond.

However, we don't. At least not anymore.

The whole time we were talking the thoughts of last night and everything we did kept rushing back into

my mind.

I felt guilty for taking advantage of her. I should have said no, but my own sexual desires overtook me. I

should have never done what I did to her.

I can't live a sexual life with my daughter and then still try to be her father. I'm only supposed to be her

dad in life. Not her lover!

All of these emotions came washing over me at once. I guess Bella seemed to notice because the look

of happiness on her face turned into one of concern.

"Dad... are you okay?" She asked with concern in her voice.

I stared into her deep beautiful brown eyes and thought about everything that I was about to tell her. I

knew that it would hurt us both, but it was for the best.

I moved the tray off of her lap and placed it onto the floor. I sat closer to her and grabbed her hands in

mine.

I gave both her hands a kiss. I looked up at her to see her giving me a slight smile.

I started to slowly rub my thumb back and forth on her hand. I watched as her smile started to falter.

She knew that whenever I rub her hands, bad news was about to come. novelbin

"Bella honey.... me and you can never do what we did last night ever again."

I watched as her face turned into one of confusion, clearly not understanding the sudden change in the

mood.

"But dad... wh-" I cut her off before she could continue talking.

"Honey, what we did last night was wrong. The feelings that I have towards you... are wrong! We can

not be lovers and then act as father and daughter... but most importantly we can't be lovers."

Saying the words were hard, hearing them was even harder. But I had to keep going.

"Im sorry Bella but, whatever we think we might have together can not progress any more than it

already has. We cant have sex, we can't kiss each other on the lips, and we can't flirt with one another"

I could feel my heart breaking with each restriction that came out of my mouth. I didn't want to do this...

but I also didn't want to loose our father and daughter bond.

So for the sake of us both, and our previous relationship before all of this. I'm putting an end to

whatever me and her started together.

I could see the hurt on her face, I had to look away to stop her from seeing how much this hurt me as

well.

"But...but.....why the sudden change. What was the problem... we were just having a nice

conversation!" She said, with anger starting to slightly show in her voice.

I looked back into her gorgeous eyes trying to hide the emotions inside of me to the best of my abilities.

And with as much will power I could gather I said "because Bella, us talking just a few minutes ago

made me think about how I love being your dad... and that I love being your father more than your

lover. I don't want us to have a romantic relationship with one another. And that's final!" I said trying to

hold as much fatherly authority in my voice as possible.

She released my hands and scooted away from me on the bed.

I watched as she laid down with her back facing towards me.

She didn't say anything. I took that as my que to leave.

I grabbed the tray on the floor and left out of her room closing the door behind me.

I fought the urge to scream and throw the tray in frustration, as I walked down the steps back towards

the kitchen.

I washed our dishes and when I was done I checked the time. It was now 11:50. My wife would be

home soon from work.

I walked into the living and sat down on the couch. I slouched over and rested my head in my hands as

I thought about everything that had just happened.

I couldn't get the hurt look of her face out my head. Watching her beautiful face contort into something

filled with pain only shot daggers into my heart.

I hated seeing her get hurt, but I much rather her be hurt over not being able to be her fathers lover,

than her getting hurt over something completely unimaginable because of the relationship that we had

decided to take on together.

About 10 minutes had passed when I heard the car rolling into the driveway.

I sat my myself up and turned on the tv to a sports channel so I’d look like I was just relaxing and

watching tv.

My wife came walking into the door with two bags in hand.

"Honey do mind helping me out with these bags" she called out to me.

I got up from the couch to give her a hand.

"What are these?" I asked with fake curiosity

"These are just a few things I got at the store yesterday before being asked to come in for work" she

explained to me.

I took the bags out of her hands and walked into our kitchen to place them on the island.

She followed behind me talking about her night at work and everything that happened.

I was barely paying attention to her, my mind kept wandering back to Bella.

"You know honey, we haven't had any sex in awhile. The two of us are always busy with work so we

hardly get the opportunity to have any."

Once I placed the bags down I turned around to see her walking closer towards me.

My wife has always been sexy, and she always will be. Her short blonde hair, sharp hazel eyes and her

slender figure only just added to her beauty.

She swayed her hips slightly and lowered her voice seductively as she got closer to me.

"Why don't you take me on another one of your wild rides?" She said as she continued to walk towards

me.

Once she reached me she placed her hands on my chest. One hand was slowly finding its way into my

hair while the other was moving dangerously low to my already stiff cock.

I sucked in a breath as I felt her grab my already hard member through my pants.

She leaned up to my ear and slightly nibbled on it. "How hard are you gonna fuck me baby" she

whispered seductively.

I felt a shiver run down my spine from the trance that my gorgeous wife had me in.

I took hold of her waist and pulled her in closer to my chest.

She gasped in excitement and smiled up to me. I bent my head down to her ear and said "I'm gonna

fuck you so hard that you'll be begging for my cock to never leave your body"

She gave me a sexy little giggle and bit her lip seductively while she gave my cock a little squeeze.

I thought to myself how sex with my wife would probably be really good for me right now. Especially to

help get my mind off of Bella.

I was about to pick her up and run upstairs to our room, but then we seen Jackson come walking into

the kitchen and we immediately backed away from each other.

My dick was rock hard so I decided to stand behind the island to hide my obvious boner from our son.

My wife looked at me and giggled and I just shook my head at her letting her know that my situation

was not funny.

"Oh! Hi mom, how was work"

I watched as my son and wife talked to each other for a little while.

I was hoping to have some much needed sex with my wife, but Jackson and her started taking stuff out

of the bags, and talking about each item that they pulled out.

Since my erection had now gone down I decided to leave and go back into the living room to watch

whatever was on tv.

Once again my mind drifted to Bella. I couldn't stop thinking about her.

I couldn't stop wanting her.

I felt myself getting tired, and then after a few minutes of what felt like endless thinking. I drifted off to

sleep.